To trust? or distrust men instead?

Guys are really running after me and I certainly hate it. Am not trying to brag or so whatever but it’s a fact that I cannot cast it just like that. I don’t know why... They say I am very much attractive but I don’t really think so. I am just this plain and simple gurl.. I don’t even wear daring, seductive clothes. I don’t wear skirts or shorts. Really am kind of un-fussy and dull to be with… Do you think they are just only up into something? You know guys what I mean. I tell you, I’d been into a different relationship and they didn’t seemed to last for so long and I admit it was always been my fault. My past relationships with my exes were great, at least that's what I thought it was. They'd been so very understanding, kind, sweet, caring, and very much patient in handling me. They were almost closed to perfect! The problem is me.. I don't know. I just don't actually trust men. For me, even if they would treat me like a princess, I still had this in mind that inside them is a monstrous beast. An ogre. Searching and looking for their next victim to kill? Jeezzz... I know, I am still so young.. 19... But I cant help thinking.... When will I be able to meet my destined prince? The guy who is really meant for me? And how will I know he is the one? Grosss... So many choices. So confusing. Should I really trust men? Or distrust them instead? I Wish I knew how to read minds and hearts... :((